First death 2013

2013's first. Will be about death, the death of yours truely.
If it's all too gory for you, head back to my generally chirpy facebook page.

I wonder, sitting here, heading home.
What if my life ended tomorrow...?
The parents would be richer.
Yes, they'll be sad for awhile,
But richer.

Perhaps it is a positive thing that some  people don't live till the typical hopeful ripe old age.
See this..

If i died tomorrow,
I no longer possess the need to worry about finding love, money and everything else in between.
I do not need to worry about having kids I'll have no control over.
Or having kids at all!

Need not worry about my kids having to take care of me if I ever became ill.
Or too old and senile to take care of the basics.

The other half that might or might not happen.
My parents' passing.
The passing of my other loved ones.

Simply put,
I'm tired of living and worrying.
Days past and I constantly sit and wonder at others who have found "Happiness'.
Where's mine..?
Will it ever come...?
Should I give anything else a try...?
What am I not doing right to have missed so much..?

ending it all tomorrow will simplify all.
It ends.

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